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PROMETHIUM CHLORATUM (JL – P6) THE SUBSTANCE
Promethium is a Lanthanoid and is described as a ‘rare earth element’, suggestive of being elusive as the meaning = ‘to lie hidden’. Difficult to isolate as a metal it is one of the compounds that is used homeopathically – Promethium chloratum. Promethium is represented in Group 7 in the periodic table. Above it is Manganese, Technetium, Rhenium, Bohrium, and below it there is Neptunium.
It is thought to exist due to a Uranium fission (Uraninite, a major ore of uranium contains Promethium) and very small amounts occur naturally in the earth’s crust. The metal is shiny and silvery white and burns in air and the salts are luminous and glow pale blue/green. It is highly radio-active and pathology will show evidence of interfering with calcium channels and enzyme action. Many have claimed discovery of Promethium but one of the first was Charles Coryell and it was Grace Mary Coryell who named it Promethium due to its ‘fire burning in air’ – a direct reference to the ancient Prometheus myth.
Promethium has also been detected in the spiral galaxy named Andromeda – Andromeda is a princess in Greek legends, wife of Perseus, she was chained to a rock to be eaten by a sea monster. Andromeda took this punishment on behalf of her mother and it was an example of sacrifice. The punishment was bestowed on her by Poseidon, brother of Zeus. She was finally saved by Perseus.
In Greek mythology Prometheus was the God of Fire and the name interprets as ‘forethought’. He was considered wise, gifted and giving and he became a champion of humankind and indeed is credited with creating them. These acts angered Zeus and in revenge he refused immortality and fire to humans. In return, Prometheus endeavoured to give fire back to humans. This created even more anger in Zeus and as a result he created Pandora and sent her to Prometheus. She took with her the famous ‘box’ containing evil, disease, poverty, war and worldly sorrows and unleashed these onto humans. As further punishment to Prometheus, Zeus chained Prometheus to a rock and every day an eagle came and tore out his liver but every night the liver regenerated because Prometheus was immortal. This was suffering endlessly without death. After what seemed an eternity Zeus bargained with Prometheus that if a secret was told to him he would be set free. The secret entailed gaining continuing superiority and power and the deal struck would make modern day conspiracy theories look like small time transactions. Finally Hercules was sent to shoot the eagle and Prometheus was set free – Prometheus unbound, the wounded healer. The myth continues to inspire many creative works.
It is a story of power and selfishness, humanity and defiance and marks the difference between mortals and immortals on one hand but on the other it is all about regeneration and marking the steps between the idea and the goal – between 2 twin flames of fire (as one prover described it). Between the idea and the goal lies Pandora’s Box, once opened it cannot be shut again. The story takes on another stance, that of gaining, losing and gaining back again, in perpetuity, like in a modern day Paul Auster novel for example – stealing and regeneration.
HOMEOPATHIC PRESENTATION
Amongst others we can thank Jan Scholten for his work on the Lanthanoids and as Promethium lies in the stage 7 arrangement on the periodic table, we can also draw on what he writes about what to expect from this series.
“Training leads to perfection. He can do his act, but knows he has still to learn a lot more. He has to practice to become a master of everything. He wants to learn from others, likes to cooperate to see how others do things. And he likes to teach and help others on their road to become a master.”
Of all the Lanthanoids he suggested Promethium to be proved because we know so little about it – I hope this proving helps us understand a bit more.
PREAMBLES AND MUSINGS
Drawing on the themes that the myth represents as well as themes that developed throughout the proving the paradigm that is illustrated is an ambitious journey between one place and another, one object to another, one parallel to another and a line can be drawn approximately half way between the internal and external powers, only one cannot tell which is internal or external, they can only be seen as powerful forces moving spatially and temproally, inspiring new beginnings and new endings.
Sometimes these forces are opposing, often a mere exchange between temporal and spatial, but always powerful and centre on the ‘self’ (a common theme in the Lanthanoids) and just as there is an ‘above’ and ‘below’ Promethium on the periodic table so there is the proving – a view from above and from beneath with a subtle line drawn somewhere.
This journey to within the self requires some control, there is a need to be in control and can lead to pathology if the wrong choices are made. The forces are strong and there is a dark side and this can be found too if it is looked for too long and too hard – it becomes a shadow of the self and the result is darkness and a lack of vision, but miracles can happen if this process is mastered. It isn’t ‘control’ as in suppression or oppression, it is a need to know, a need to know the self and thus cannot be dominated or controlled in that manner – freedom and liberty is actually required but the rules need to be binned as restraint leads to negative traits.
The mastery that Jan Scholten refers to involves recognizing that a stage of unripeness is part of the preparation and that death represents a new beginning. Mastery also involves looking for the balance, one will become overly sensitive if not balanced but there are so many responsibilities. There is an awareness of being guided but one needs to go forward, risking all. Fight the perceived dangers for a better resolve and don’t be imprisoned. But then there can be protection through imprisonment! Likewise there is a feeling of being an outsider and at the same time a need to be of service. Perfection is a driving force, disappointment will lead to silent grief.
No doubt there could be a great deal of religious and moral connotations detailed in the Prometheus myth. Prometheus’ enterprises with Zeus could easily be interpreted as ‘sin’ and ‘goodness’. They could take on mammoth visions as in Milton’s ‘Paradise Lost’ – as Athena was born from the head of Zeus, so was sin born out of a flame from Satan’s head and the confrontations between Zues and Prometheus could stand as ‘good’ and ‘evil’, but I think too much interpretation can lead one astray, but enough to say that the essence of fire and twin flames/twin souls (the latter belonging almost exclusively to one prover, at least in her description and use of the words), are the motivating forces behind Promethium.
There is currently a great deal of interest in the Lanthanoids as homeopathic remedies and I think we are possibly entering into an era when they will be duly required to treat serious pathology but I am not sure if we are there yet. Maybe it is all very futuristic and will come to fruition for distant and remote healers – in outer or inner space? As the main theme is the ‘self’ it has been suggested that auto-immune diseases will be in the forefront requiring treatment with any one of the Lanthanoid remedies. As in all provings there are some remarkable coincidences, if that is what they are? In this proving there were 2 adjunct cases of brain tumours – adjunct in the sense they were closely related to the provers. I don’t think that is coincidence, it is more than that but this type of serious pathology could well be desideratum of the Lanthanoids.
Although the themes and symptoms experienced during the proving were easy to extract all provers required several doses to open up the adventure.
THE PROVING
5 provers took part – 4 females and 1 male. All were given 30c. Repeated doses were required for all provers.
SYMPTOMS
Mind -
Trying to process thoughts, slow but razor sharp and orderly
Feels orderly
Details seem important
Consultation, consolidation
Wants the process to be correct
The details and not the goal is what is important – the process and not the end result
Cannot fudge the steps, the details, but this is not a controlling force as everything seems simpler
Wants to do things correctly but don’t want to impose this on others, just self Complex reactions, wanting things to be more straightforward
Everything makes sense, everything seems in place, perfect, more orderly, more energised
Thinking about son and everything feels as though it is in the right place Timing feels perfect
Self mastery and letting go of the control No boundaries Extra terrestrial consciousness Pawn in a much bigger game – greater forces are at work Miracles can happen
Huge energies involved
High degree of sensitivity
Premonitions
Catalystic
Sudden influx of ideas
Felt more aware More energy Feeling calm
Feeling positive
Intimacy
Twin flames and twin souls:-
Head Fear Stone Fire Heart Love Water ?
Heart and head – love and fear – heart over head – Zeus is head and Prometheus is heart
Being in love and being in fear
Feels safe in the dark
Thinking a lot
Think of my life a lot, so many decisions
Very deep feelings
Coping with new job well even though made a few mistakes
Over reliance on rationality shielding a weak ego (here is the subtle dividing line)
A feeling of a straightjacket with obligations = control = hardening
Feels as if personality has changed in the situation with friends, not sure if they realise it
Doesn’t want to be touched
Feels separated, as if a bubble round me
Feeling of separation and being connected
Scrambled in space and time
Temporal and spatially incongruous Not sure where I am, unreal sort of feeling
Everything seems slow
Feels tired and groggy
Feels heavy
Wants to sit and do nothing
Wants to sit and stare, do nothing has to face self
Feels heavy but also as if floating
Mentally very tired
Overall mental slowness, << midday Feels slow as if sedated, struggling to concentrate Cannot concentrate of co-ordinate
Don’t feel bad about hitting pet cat
Not as concerned about others, less disapproving, less embarrassed
Worrying about someone and wanted to cry but didn’t
Caring less about family
Feels confused, can’t see things around me, can’t comprehend things around me, feeling lost, tried to resist this but it was better when I didn’t
Cannot rush, feel light headed, getting tired easily, > 2 – 3 pm
Everything seems too fast, can’t keep up, too much going on, trying to keep in the moment
Feeling anxious about the future
Gets tired when overwhelmed
Waves of calm and dullness come over
Don’t feel as if doing a good job
Feels insecure and depressed
Anxious about the future but tired Restless and cannot settle
Irresolute and forgetful
No enthusiasm
Cannot decide
Feels envious
Delusions of insects and animals (antelope)
Distracted by noise
Anxiety on seeing a spider
Head -
Sensation of lightness and numbness afternoon Headache forehead, late afternoon/evening Head feels tired Headache left temple Headaches
Nice sensation right side of head
Sensation as if a band around the head
Eyes Feel very tired
Nose -
Delusions of smells – muddy dog, antiseptic cream
Smell very sensitive especially to sweet peppers
Sudden smells occur
Sense of smell seems different, smells are lingering
Can smell soot
Smell of overcooked eggs
Left nostril congested and phlegmy
Mouth Tongue coated
Mouth feels dry even with saliva
Jaw muscles feel tight, tense and sore, after sleep Taste in mouth like toothpaste + bitter
Face -
Itching and burning
Neck and Back -
Sore neck on turning to the left
Eruptions left side of neck and between shoulders, like psoriasis
Sensation of pressure in the liver region
Discomfort in liver region as though expanding
Pulsation in the liver
Sore muscles left shoulder blade
Back pain >
Throat -
Throat feels tight
Pressure in throat < stress/worry
Thyroid feels larger
Tickle in the throat
Abdomen -
Internal itching, upper abdomen, after eating
Tendency to want to lie on
Heart -
Sensation of heart expanding as well as being closed/blocked
Fast heart beat
Heart racing at times
Wandering sensation from heart to left ear then to groin then back to heart
Stomach -
Feels woozy while driving, feels sick > windows open
Cramping pains right to left
Pressing pains
Grumbling noises in stomach
Burning in stomach
Sensation as if a tube is going from stomach to throat
Feels very sick (not the rx for me!)
Bowels and Urinary -
Discomfort in kidney region
More regular bowel movements Urging to stool
Stool watery + felt as if watery but well formed
Urine bright and strong odour, sweet
Respiration -
Burning sensation in lungs
Food and thirst -
Feels more hungry but don’t eat more
Very thirsty in evening
Craving salt and fatty foods
Craving sweets
Eating less
Craving coffee << drinking water
Limbs -
Sciatica >> >> stretching
Left sole very itchy > scratching Legs feel heavy and hard < walking
Extremities -
Itchy
Legs -
aching
Pains in joints as if ‘flu starting
Skin -
Hot water burns more
Itching, especially extremities
Itching generally
Skin feels hot externally and cold internally
Sleep and dreams -
Disturbed sleep patterns
Yawning
Feel like dozing off
Waking 3-5 am
Restless sleep
Sleep >>, feels refreshed and waking early
Dreams –
of family, friends, groups of people
a long table of food with lots of people
of people with super powers and running away from a bad super villain, they transform into baseball players so they can escape, they used their powers to score runs, escape on a boat to a remote place, water, swamp,
being intimate
of a concert with a friend, then with wife went to a college campus and took a plane and flew through a desert with red rocks - someone had a baby on
board, felt left out and jealous, felt what it is like to be a parent – told this to a young girl I met
of watching tv with family, it is a show about a man dying, lying on a table with liquid on it with wife’s eggs, before he died he ejaculated so sperm could be mixed with eggs
on a cruise ship, playing around, lots of retired people
of being with group of provers and there are complex reactions and she wants something more straightforward, they move onto another remedy but she refuses, a prover asks a question about an old drink = water of life, people are queuing for it, looks like fluid mud
being somewhere different for xmas, kids are swimming in the sea water canals, water is very blue, son wants to dip feet in says it is warm, wades is and is submerged, surfaces and swims off, the water has made him appear more grown up
of fighting in a forest with bows and arrows, women and men fighting of sleeping in late and then panics of impossible accomplishments in time span wearing really high heeled shoes on tv
of smelling of muddy water and being sniffed at and turning away
of people and friends but they didn’t look like them, crowd of people, met a childhood friend in toilets
Generalities -
Feels warmer than normal
Feels heat, very sensitive to it
Feelings of physical shocks and jerks, like spontaneous releasing
Feeling cold
Clothes feel constrictive (bra)
Sensation as if sweating
Burning sensation in front body
All sensations are in front of body not the back
Feelings of fever internally
Feels as if have a fever but don’t
Right sided ailments seem to emanate from a problem tooth
Affinity to left side
Lying down >>
JOY LUCAS. JANUARY, 2010
Promethium is a Lanthanoid and is described as a ‘rare earth element’, suggestive of being elusive as the meaning = ‘to lie hidden’. Difficult to isolate as a metal it is one of the compounds that is used homeopathically – Promethium chloratum. Promethium is represented in Group 7 in the periodic table. Above it is Manganese, Technetium, Rhenium, Bohrium, and below it there is Neptunium.
It is thought to exist due to a Uranium fission (Uraninite, a major ore of uranium contains Promethium) and very small amounts occur naturally in the earth’s crust. The metal is shiny and silvery white and burns in air and the salts are luminous and glow pale blue/green. It is highly radio-active and pathology will show evidence of interfering with calcium channels and enzyme action. Many have claimed discovery of Promethium but one of the first was Charles Coryell and it was Grace Mary Coryell who named it Promethium due to its ‘fire burning in air’ – a direct reference to the ancient Prometheus myth.
Promethium has also been detected in the spiral galaxy named Andromeda – Andromeda is a princess in Greek legends, wife of Perseus, she was chained to a rock to be eaten by a sea monster. Andromeda took this punishment on behalf of her mother and it was an example of sacrifice. The punishment was bestowed on her by Poseidon, brother of Zeus. She was finally saved by Perseus.
In Greek mythology Prometheus was the God of Fire and the name interprets as ‘forethought’. He was considered wise, gifted and giving and he became a champion of humankind and indeed is credited with creating them. These acts angered Zeus and in revenge he refused immortality and fire to humans. In return, Prometheus endeavoured to give fire back to humans. This created even more anger in Zeus and as a result he created Pandora and sent her to Prometheus. She took with her the famous ‘box’ containing evil, disease, poverty, war and worldly sorrows and unleashed these onto humans. As further punishment to Prometheus, Zeus chained Prometheus to a rock and every day an eagle came and tore out his liver but every night the liver regenerated because Prometheus was immortal. This was suffering endlessly without death. After what seemed an eternity Zeus bargained with Prometheus that if a secret was told to him he would be set free. The secret entailed gaining continuing superiority and power and the deal struck would make modern day conspiracy theories look like small time transactions. Finally Hercules was sent to shoot the eagle and Prometheus was set free – Prometheus unbound, the wounded healer. The myth continues to inspire many creative works.
It is a story of power and selfishness, humanity and defiance and marks the difference between mortals and immortals on one hand but on the other it is all about regeneration and marking the steps between the idea and the goal – between 2 twin flames of fire (as one prover described it). Between the idea and the goal lies Pandora’s Box, once opened it cannot be shut again. The story takes on another stance, that of gaining, losing and gaining back again, in perpetuity, like in a modern day Paul Auster novel for example – stealing and regeneration.
HOMEOPATHIC PRESENTATION
Amongst others we can thank Jan Scholten for his work on the Lanthanoids and as Promethium lies in the stage 7 arrangement on the periodic table, we can also draw on what he writes about what to expect from this series.
“Training leads to perfection. He can do his act, but knows he has still to learn a lot more. He has to practice to become a master of everything. He wants to learn from others, likes to cooperate to see how others do things. And he likes to teach and help others on their road to become a master.”
Of all the Lanthanoids he suggested Promethium to be proved because we know so little about it – I hope this proving helps us understand a bit more.
PREAMBLES AND MUSINGS
Drawing on the themes that the myth represents as well as themes that developed throughout the proving the paradigm that is illustrated is an ambitious journey between one place and another, one object to another, one parallel to another and a line can be drawn approximately half way between the internal and external powers, only one cannot tell which is internal or external, they can only be seen as powerful forces moving spatially and temproally, inspiring new beginnings and new endings.
Sometimes these forces are opposing, often a mere exchange between temporal and spatial, but always powerful and centre on the ‘self’ (a common theme in the Lanthanoids) and just as there is an ‘above’ and ‘below’ Promethium on the periodic table so there is the proving – a view from above and from beneath with a subtle line drawn somewhere.
This journey to within the self requires some control, there is a need to be in control and can lead to pathology if the wrong choices are made. The forces are strong and there is a dark side and this can be found too if it is looked for too long and too hard – it becomes a shadow of the self and the result is darkness and a lack of vision, but miracles can happen if this process is mastered. It isn’t ‘control’ as in suppression or oppression, it is a need to know, a need to know the self and thus cannot be dominated or controlled in that manner – freedom and liberty is actually required but the rules need to be binned as restraint leads to negative traits.
The mastery that Jan Scholten refers to involves recognizing that a stage of unripeness is part of the preparation and that death represents a new beginning. Mastery also involves looking for the balance, one will become overly sensitive if not balanced but there are so many responsibilities. There is an awareness of being guided but one needs to go forward, risking all. Fight the perceived dangers for a better resolve and don’t be imprisoned. But then there can be protection through imprisonment! Likewise there is a feeling of being an outsider and at the same time a need to be of service. Perfection is a driving force, disappointment will lead to silent grief.
No doubt there could be a great deal of religious and moral connotations detailed in the Prometheus myth. Prometheus’ enterprises with Zeus could easily be interpreted as ‘sin’ and ‘goodness’. They could take on mammoth visions as in Milton’s ‘Paradise Lost’ – as Athena was born from the head of Zeus, so was sin born out of a flame from Satan’s head and the confrontations between Zues and Prometheus could stand as ‘good’ and ‘evil’, but I think too much interpretation can lead one astray, but enough to say that the essence of fire and twin flames/twin souls (the latter belonging almost exclusively to one prover, at least in her description and use of the words), are the motivating forces behind Promethium.
There is currently a great deal of interest in the Lanthanoids as homeopathic remedies and I think we are possibly entering into an era when they will be duly required to treat serious pathology but I am not sure if we are there yet. Maybe it is all very futuristic and will come to fruition for distant and remote healers – in outer or inner space? As the main theme is the ‘self’ it has been suggested that auto-immune diseases will be in the forefront requiring treatment with any one of the Lanthanoid remedies. As in all provings there are some remarkable coincidences, if that is what they are? In this proving there were 2 adjunct cases of brain tumours – adjunct in the sense they were closely related to the provers. I don’t think that is coincidence, it is more than that but this type of serious pathology could well be desideratum of the Lanthanoids.
Although the themes and symptoms experienced during the proving were easy to extract all provers required several doses to open up the adventure.
THE PROVING
5 provers took part – 4 females and 1 male. All were given 30c. Repeated doses were required for all provers.
SYMPTOMS
Mind -
Trying to process thoughts, slow but razor sharp and orderly
Feels orderly
Details seem important
Consultation, consolidation
Wants the process to be correct
The details and not the goal is what is important – the process and not the end result
Cannot fudge the steps, the details, but this is not a controlling force as everything seems simpler
Wants to do things correctly but don’t want to impose this on others, just self Complex reactions, wanting things to be more straightforward
Everything makes sense, everything seems in place, perfect, more orderly, more energised
Thinking about son and everything feels as though it is in the right place Timing feels perfect
Self mastery and letting go of the control No boundaries Extra terrestrial consciousness Pawn in a much bigger game – greater forces are at work Miracles can happen
Huge energies involved
High degree of sensitivity
Premonitions
Catalystic
Sudden influx of ideas
Felt more aware More energy Feeling calm
Feeling positive
Intimacy
Twin flames and twin souls:-
Head Fear Stone Fire Heart Love Water ?
Heart and head – love and fear – heart over head – Zeus is head and Prometheus is heart
Being in love and being in fear
Feels safe in the dark
Thinking a lot
Think of my life a lot, so many decisions
Very deep feelings
Coping with new job well even though made a few mistakes
Over reliance on rationality shielding a weak ego (here is the subtle dividing line)
A feeling of a straightjacket with obligations = control = hardening
Feels as if personality has changed in the situation with friends, not sure if they realise it
Doesn’t want to be touched
Feels separated, as if a bubble round me
Feeling of separation and being connected
Scrambled in space and time
Temporal and spatially incongruous Not sure where I am, unreal sort of feeling
Everything seems slow
Feels tired and groggy
Feels heavy
Wants to sit and do nothing
Wants to sit and stare, do nothing has to face self
Feels heavy but also as if floating
Mentally very tired
Overall mental slowness, << midday Feels slow as if sedated, struggling to concentrate Cannot concentrate of co-ordinate
Don’t feel bad about hitting pet cat
Not as concerned about others, less disapproving, less embarrassed
Worrying about someone and wanted to cry but didn’t
Caring less about family
Feels confused, can’t see things around me, can’t comprehend things around me, feeling lost, tried to resist this but it was better when I didn’t
Cannot rush, feel light headed, getting tired easily, > 2 – 3 pm
Everything seems too fast, can’t keep up, too much going on, trying to keep in the moment
Feeling anxious about the future
Gets tired when overwhelmed
Waves of calm and dullness come over
Don’t feel as if doing a good job
Feels insecure and depressed
Anxious about the future but tired Restless and cannot settle
Irresolute and forgetful
No enthusiasm
Cannot decide
Feels envious
Delusions of insects and animals (antelope)
Distracted by noise
Anxiety on seeing a spider
Head -
Sensation of lightness and numbness afternoon Headache forehead, late afternoon/evening Head feels tired Headache left temple Headaches
Nice sensation right side of head
Sensation as if a band around the head
Eyes Feel very tired
Nose -
Delusions of smells – muddy dog, antiseptic cream
Smell very sensitive especially to sweet peppers
Sudden smells occur
Sense of smell seems different, smells are lingering
Can smell soot
Smell of overcooked eggs
Left nostril congested and phlegmy
Mouth Tongue coated
Mouth feels dry even with saliva
Jaw muscles feel tight, tense and sore, after sleep Taste in mouth like toothpaste + bitter
Face -
Itching and burning
Neck and Back -
Sore neck on turning to the left
Eruptions left side of neck and between shoulders, like psoriasis
Sensation of pressure in the liver region
Discomfort in liver region as though expanding
Pulsation in the liver
Sore muscles left shoulder blade
Back pain >
Throat -
Throat feels tight
Pressure in throat < stress/worry
Thyroid feels larger
Tickle in the throat
Abdomen -
Internal itching, upper abdomen, after eating
Tendency to want to lie on
Heart -
Sensation of heart expanding as well as being closed/blocked
Fast heart beat
Heart racing at times
Wandering sensation from heart to left ear then to groin then back to heart
Stomach -
Feels woozy while driving, feels sick > windows open
Cramping pains right to left
Pressing pains
Grumbling noises in stomach
Burning in stomach
Sensation as if a tube is going from stomach to throat
Feels very sick (not the rx for me!)
Bowels and Urinary -
Discomfort in kidney region
More regular bowel movements Urging to stool
Stool watery + felt as if watery but well formed
Urine bright and strong odour, sweet
Respiration -
Burning sensation in lungs
Food and thirst -
Feels more hungry but don’t eat more
Very thirsty in evening
Craving salt and fatty foods
Craving sweets
Eating less
Craving coffee << drinking water
Limbs -
Sciatica >> >> stretching
Left sole very itchy > scratching Legs feel heavy and hard < walking
Extremities -
Itchy
Legs -
aching
Pains in joints as if ‘flu starting
Skin -
Hot water burns more
Itching, especially extremities
Itching generally
Skin feels hot externally and cold internally
Sleep and dreams -
Disturbed sleep patterns
Yawning
Feel like dozing off
Waking 3-5 am
Restless sleep
Sleep >>, feels refreshed and waking early
Dreams –
of family, friends, groups of people
a long table of food with lots of people
of people with super powers and running away from a bad super villain, they transform into baseball players so they can escape, they used their powers to score runs, escape on a boat to a remote place, water, swamp,
being intimate
of a concert with a friend, then with wife went to a college campus and took a plane and flew through a desert with red rocks - someone had a baby on
board, felt left out and jealous, felt what it is like to be a parent – told this to a young girl I met
of watching tv with family, it is a show about a man dying, lying on a table with liquid on it with wife’s eggs, before he died he ejaculated so sperm could be mixed with eggs
on a cruise ship, playing around, lots of retired people
of being with group of provers and there are complex reactions and she wants something more straightforward, they move onto another remedy but she refuses, a prover asks a question about an old drink = water of life, people are queuing for it, looks like fluid mud
being somewhere different for xmas, kids are swimming in the sea water canals, water is very blue, son wants to dip feet in says it is warm, wades is and is submerged, surfaces and swims off, the water has made him appear more grown up
of fighting in a forest with bows and arrows, women and men fighting of sleeping in late and then panics of impossible accomplishments in time span wearing really high heeled shoes on tv
of smelling of muddy water and being sniffed at and turning away
of people and friends but they didn’t look like them, crowd of people, met a childhood friend in toilets
Generalities -
Feels warmer than normal
Feels heat, very sensitive to it
Feelings of physical shocks and jerks, like spontaneous releasing
Feeling cold
Clothes feel constrictive (bra)
Sensation as if sweating
Burning sensation in front body
All sensations are in front of body not the back
Feelings of fever internally
Feels as if have a fever but don’t
Right sided ailments seem to emanate from a problem tooth
Affinity to left side
Lying down >>
JOY LUCAS. JANUARY, 2010